had begun to realize the difference between sex and love.

If someone where to ask me to discribe my first time with just one word I would have to say it was FUN Not earthshaking overwhealming or incredible maybe orgasmic but then again I m a guy so that pretty much was expected.What do I mean by FUN? well I ll just write my story and I ll let you all be the judge of what I mean.I closed the door behind me and kissed her gently on the lips I wispered some sweet remark in her ear as I helped her out of her dress she was a couple of years younger than me but the only one who lost something that night was me that is aside from the ring she left on the night table which I promptly return the next day.I had met her at a dinner party that evening althought I knew her from before. at this point I wish I could say she was wearing a sexy yet elegant dress and that she lit up the room with her presence but unfourtunately there was no need for eye shades that nightgood taste has never been one of her endearing qualities.we layed down on the bed on top of the covers and we kept on kissing and holding each other. As things progress we removed our remaining articles of clothing. There I was in bed with a naked woman! Did I love her? to be honest not really but a part of me ( I m sure you can imagine which part) had begun to realize the difference between sex and love.I tried to put it in a couple of times missing the mark every time I begun to feel a little bit frustated not to mention embarrased but then I begun to see the humor of the situation which at the moment it seem down right ridiculous. so I started to take things a bit more light heartedly at that moment some how I got it right and It went in don t ask me how I always thought it had a mind of its own so I guess it turn out to be true.Any way we stated going at it and pretty soon it begun to feel really good which of course only added to my good humor at this point I stated to get simple minded and some how (probably because of the whisky) she also stated to get in a good mood so we endend up laughing our asses off in bed while we kept on kissing and caressing each other. I slip out of her a couple of times but found the way back in every time I think she hit her head several times against the headboard of the bed and we fell from the bed because the covers kept sliding under us and we couldn t stop laughing but we manage to get through the night with out any permanent injuries and I did manage to improve my performance in the course of the evening.In the over all balance I must say that I came out of the ordeal with my pride intact and with a better knoledge and understanding of my self.So there you have it Yes it was orgasmic but every time I remember it I cannot help but smile and think that more than anything it was FUN.